B.O.R.E.D

Definition of BORED..Since I'm really BORED and ROTTING at home!!but i'm happy to be so BORED rather then so stress!!hehe..

B = Blabbing to everyone that I can c online in my MSN..even to my lecturer..(i think i told him too much..blab to much)

O = Obesity is something that i will soon see in myself..i look as if i'm carrying a 3 month old baby..I AM STILL SINGLE N UNMARRIED!!i think my waist size turns from 25" to 31"...OMG...help me..i need to cut down my waistline..i starting to look like a coke can o kayu balak yang tak de shape!!

R = Reading blog is what i do everyday..I read almost everybody blog..from my fren's blogs..till xiaxue, dawn and kenny sia blog...Xia xue has a own tv show leh.."Girls Out Loud"(not bad arr..blogger oso can get own tv show)

E = Energy in my body still seems to be at it's fullest!!I do all the housework 4 my mummy the whole day, play maple 4 my baby, watch "xian jian qi xia zuan", watch tv, blog, read blog...i still feel super energetic..oh ya, i'm doing some exercise lately oso..serious exercise to prevent obesity!!hehe...i've been running in the park..almost everyday..(not bad huh!!impress??)

D = Dizzyness is always the result of sleeping too much..I sleep at 1 everyday now..n wake up at 11...In KL when my semester starts..i sleep at 4 everyday n wake up at 8 everyday..the drastic change of sleeping time is making me a little dizzy..Is this good or bad??I think I really sleep too much..but waking up so early is going to make me feel even BORED!!

Just to make more ppl jealous....My boredom seems to be so fulfilling..I just love to be BORED

P.S Gambate to yuet chi, yen, wen, yitong and ally..faster study hard hard..den holiday..

JB BOMBING TIME!!!

HOME SWEET HOME

At last i'm back home in Jb..my home sweet home!!

Its so good to be home!!I can see my family which includes fishy-fish-fish, daddy, mummy, sista, bro, my room, my bear bear...n my home la...

Its just my 2nd day at home..I felt like a stranger when I just came back..as if so many things had change. I dunno where mummy put her pepper and salt..I dunno how to arrange the hanger the way my family do..but I love my family..I dunno wat to say else..but just so happy to be back home!!

P.S. I start to miss someone already!!oh no...

P.S.S. I wan to buy sony T10..pink in colour(looking sweet and sexy for ya)..looking for promotion for that camera!! Anybody with any good reccomendation o "LOBANG" must tell me ya??

PINK Sony T10..It just so pretty!!awwee....

Sony T10 comes in 4 colours anyway..white, black, silver and PINK

I wan pink sony T10..I love it so much..

but i'm not a pink freak anyway..but somehow that pink was just so beautiful!!love it!!i need a camera soon also...

Shirlyn = Idiot

I am the most idiotic person in this whole wide world..I dunno y i still crying every moment..every minute from now...I just want to stop crying but i cant...Y do I deserve to be hurt so badly..Tell me pls...Do i deserve all this torment??I just want to love someone..I just wan to be with the person I love..

What did I do to ever hurt ppl that I deserve this..I wan to stop crying..I wan to stop..but I cant!!

BroKeN HearT

I noe i'm not suppose to blog this thing..It is not meant to be read..So dun read k!!I js blog cos I feel really heart broken..just forget bout wat I have blog in this post!!Dun read if possible..cos I dun have a diary to actually write in..so blog is the only source where I can pour out all my feelings..All this time...my blog were bout happy stuff..never once was it bout my real feelings..never once was it bout my relationship..I always thought I can handle my relationship nicely..EVerything I can settle it myself..nor did i need anyone's help..

I dunno wat i was wrong o where am i not perfect in..I just cant get into a good relationship..as in love..I've been very sad..been crying many nights..yet nobody ever able to understand how I feel. Maybe I'm too demanding o greedy to be saying stuff like this..I dunno wat's wrong with my bf n me!!I dunno wat is love..how love suppose to exist??WAT IS LOVE???

Sometimes..I cry till my eyes bulging out..cry till it sometimes hurts the skin around my face..I dunno who can I confide and really ask bout my relationship..I'm not asking for help..cos I think nobody can ever help me in stuff like this..

My last relationship was a disaster..I was dump by a guy who never really love o appreciated me..That is not the worse..the worse was..I was being blamed for everything I never did!!Was I demanding??Was I naive??Am I not matured eanough??But wat is over is over..I look forward 4 a better guy..Then I met my current stead...He was super sweet..We wrote letters, kisses, hugs..I will never forget those stuff!!He taught me many things..He tells me to be a more mature girl..n yet..I dunno wats happening to us now..Things are falling apart..I always have doubt in myself. whether o not I am good enough 4 him. I always cry alone at night in my bed..nobody ever noes..Dont pity me o hate him..Now i dunno wat is love all about..Wat decision should I make??Should I stay on and love him more??o should I leave??It is not a question that is to be answered..It was meant to stay that complicated and unknown..I miss all the love that I used to get so much..I lost so much confidence in myself..I became so dependant on my other half that if I lost it..I cannot survive!!N yet..I hadly meet my other half..I hardly feel the love vibrating around me..everything seems to diminished around me..yet I stay on..cos I noe somewhere out in his heart..he still love me!!but I dunno izzit true all izzit all my wishful thinking!!

I am feeling very confused frustrated hurt..really dunno wat should i do..Should i just stay on..o should i just keep quiet..o should I love him more??

I wan to be alone!!

ARchitects...Architects...architects...

Its like morning 3 am now ...n i'm like blogging..4 dunno wat reason..n i have structures exam tomolo..n i am BLOGGING...am i CRAZY..CRASY...o wat??

A replay of wat happen today...

Basically today is external crit..with the "ARCHITECTS"
My crit panel was 2 guys..1 is Anwar ( I think he hates Mahatir too...smilling cheekily) and another guy is "Tadau Ando"(I dunno wat his real name is anyway..but he really looks like Tadau Ando..At least thats wat my whole class thinks..hehe)

Both were very nice...super nice actually..better than my #@$@% lecturers..muahaha..

Listening very seriously to my nice crit panels!!
My Roof plan + site plan..love this the most..it stood out js like I wanted it to be!!

Anwar : very good idea..the bold n daring..bla bla bla
Tadau Ando : yup..agreed..nodding...bold..but inconsistency of ur boldness..U seems nervous are u??your presentation is not as bold as ur idea..but I good overall..I like ur idea!!err...ur perpsective..too watery...not that strong!!

Then..Mr. ZeZeZe...How's ur presentation??
me:Good..he like my idea..*sarcastically*
Mr. ZeZeZe: O...ok...but throw away ur perspective..is ur presentation good??
Wthout looking at stupid ZeZeZe...yup...GOOD!!
Mr. ZeZeZe : Js throw away ur perspective..Its BAD..

In my heart :Js shut ur mouth n go away..I dun need ur senseless comments..DONKEY!!

hehe...sorry bit too vulgar..js to show more of my anger..thats all..hehe..(but he's really stupid la..the most hated lecturer in our class)

nwaay...ntg special..js seeing lot of different work...its good to c someone liking my work again!!help me regain some of my LOST confidence!!

Chee Keong explaning some stuff his panel (Dato Parid n Mazlan..both from LImKokWing)
Happily preparing "MASKING TAPE" n waiting...err..we're js happy its over!!
perspective of the AS202 best "renderer" (owner=the gal on with the pink top-pic above)

Gambate..for my exams starting tomolo...oh no..CULTURE EXAM..how??help me!!

RELEKs lah......

Js finish design submission today...Lecturers were quite strict la..o very strict..

Community Centre for Nature Photographers

so tired...but my critism din go very well anyway..cos almost din get into my external crit.ALMOST!!!

Ms Suzy was like "err...this not bad!!oh no..bad perspective!!
then Harris "ya..no..this perspective!!*shaking his head"
Suzy..while flipping my elevations n sections " ooo...not bad..not bad..boleh ni"
Harris...nodding nodding.."ya..ya..ok la..ni boleh masuk crit la"
Suzy..nodding also"ok, shirlyn..boleh masuk crit"

Me..almost fainted "thank you..thank you.."

******END OF CONVERSATION*****

Nway..enough of my archi stories la..too much d...my blog pun dah jadi archi blog..aiyo..banyak stress la cam ni!!

with all the archi stuf...hahah...

CHEERIO.....FUN FAIR

Destressing skills is important...VERY SUPER IMPORTANT...

Went to fun fair near my house..it was a stupid n childish idea..but haha..it was fun anyway..went to throw some balls, rings n hoops..shoot some darts..catch some duckies..err..wat else did I do there??

oh ya..smell some "shit-ly" n smelly sands..n DESTRESSING!!

THis is my pressie I got from the fun fair!!

Now is SLEEPING time....Nitties...

The beginning or the end??

It seems to be the end of semester now..but it also seems to be the beggining of my torturous homework..I dun seems to get enough rest, sun nutrient..but I obviously do get lot of "smoky eyes", having "FUN" doing design from morning till night n morning again..it just goes on and on..

Even though my semester going to end soon..but submission seems to get more n more heavy..
Time table of submissions only..not including working time..grrrr....(this shows how hectic my homework is):
1/11/06- Building technology submission(model + Design development drawings)
4/11/06 - Architectural Culture presentation...this is the lightest work i get
6/11/06 - Building Science Submission ( 2 A2 on building services n passive design)
7/11/06 - Architectural Design submission (1 model, 16 a2 drawings mounted..bla bla bla)
10/11/06
- Architectural Techniques (photo montage n portfolio..the most "think-he-is-so-smart" lecturer i ever seen)
- Architectural Culture ( 2 A3 presentation board)
13/11/06 - resubmission of design..(means u have to redo everything n submit again..stupid idea)
14/11/06 - Crit for design(this is when we meet all the "REAL" architects)
15/11/06 -Stucture final exam
16/11/06 - Building science final exam
17/11/06 - Culture exam(this will be the hardest exam..how do u think will i noe wat will be out for exam??we have bauhaus, le corbusier-the guys who frank hates, expressionism, brutalism..bla bla bla.. frank loyd wright, this house that house..bla bla bla..MODERNISM??I think its the death of SHIRLYN)

This is not the end.....

then have to wait for my dear curtin to come to moderate my work..which will determine whether I fail or pass all my subjects..esp DESIGN...wat should I do??

plus..I haven finish design..my design is quite critical..n my exams...n I have been working on my submissions since before HARI RAYA n I haven stop to take a rest n break...I am going to break into half soon..

I NEED MY HOLIDAYS!!!

ps: Adolphus moon n pei ching...n all the archtectural students..I bet all of u guys suffering the same fate..This is our life perhaps...

for those who haven start in archi..dun take the risk unless u have so much passion n talent in it..not worth it!!

But seriously speaking..I dun hate architecture though..I love the satisfaction but hate the critics that doesnt even close to making sense sometimes!!