Reminiscence

After a long day of work..coming home just in time to stalk Alli's blog to see all those old high school picture reminds me of how much I missed high school. I wish now life could go back to high school..I miss all those girls..
Miss those crazy time when we sometimes try to skip bio and hide in the sick bay pretending to be busy with St John stuff..

I remember how I used to go training under the sun with the other girls..not even bothering how ugly i look, how sweaty I was..

I remember how I had to cut that "MUSHROOM" head with my 4 other clones..woa..those head was one of a kind!!

I remember how we always "curi makan keropok" during class under the desk..throw liquid paper behind class and hide "meteor-garden" dvd inside the curtain..

I remember how Mrs Woodhull call the 5 of us , "YOU GUYS WALKING ON YOUR OWN CLOUDS!!!"

I remember how Mr Lim like to stake that stupid marker & let it fall..

I remember how I used to always look at the answer behind the book cos I'm too lazy to do that damm "latih-tubi"

Think all about it now..makes me wanna fly back home n hug all those girls..High school was probably the best years of my life. I can never find that joy anywhere else in the world..Its CONVENT..that matters so much in my life..I love those girls..Pn Geetha, Pn Yeoh, Pn Ignatious, Pn David Tan (with the really tiny spec, not sure if it even works), all of u guys..thanks for those great memories..The imprint you gave to us were more valuable than any gold, the love & fun you showed us were incredible unforgetable and notorious!!

Cant believe I said that..but you guys (teachers and frens) are FUCKING COOL!!!!!

Stole some photo from ally..cos her photos are too good to be un-stole..Plus he photo definitely show the ugly side of me..go see her blog!! (See Ally, I help you promote..can I get some advert fees??)

The coolest ppl I met on earth..Especially the one on your most left...she like our "shuai-ge"
The Cutest classmates

The 5 MUSHROOM heads
Like the "COOLEST"

Thank you

Things had been quite rocky for me this few weeks..A break up to handle, mountains of studio work, cash are running low and recovering from a very bad sick.

Dun worry..I still slowly crawling, getting on my feet soon. I guess I am really a strong girl. I do blame myself over stupid little things I do though..But I realise many other precious things surrounding me.

Thanks God for guiding me through all this while. Though it was so hard that I almost break down into tears every 2 steps I take. But you gave me courage to continue this harsh journey.

Thanks all my caring and understanding frens who supported me even though I did do many stupid and pathetic stuff..Thanks for all the advise that cheered me up, that made me realise the mistake I've done.

Thanks mummy & daddy for listening and cheering me up all this while. You guys were inspirational. Never ever did u judge my mistake or his..You gave me all the support and understanding I needed. I was childish and crying all about..Then I realise, I have to start walking once again. I have to be strong for those who still love me.

Thanks for all those who were always by my side when I fall.

Hug

Lately been writing lots of emotional stuff on the bloggie..Been going through a rough patch which I hope would just dissapear this very moment.

Every once and then a hug means alot. Some may see that a hug as a simple friendly gesture. Some mayb see hug as a meaningful way to express love to someone. Some may thing it means nothing at all.

I would say hug cures every distant and sickness in the world. A hug from mummy now would be overwhelming. A hug from my bestie now would be brighten up my cloudy days. A hug from a lover would be truly comforting.

If you were ask to give a hug to someone. Will you give it??

Sometimes when your feeling really down..a hug would definitely cure all unhappiness your were crying over.

Would you imagine getting a hug from your enemy?? What would have happen?? Accidentally stab his stomach with a knife while giving a hug?? or resolve all hatred you have between you and your enemy???

Sometimes hug could be just a gesture or a act to resolve something where there is no other way to talk about. Seems false though but at least everything is still intact.

I guess hug truly has its power to work his wonder through difficult situations.

Heart broken

Moi heart is broken once again. Stupid of moi always getting own heart broken. Ain't careful enough to keep it safe for once.

Moi did stuff that shouldn't have been done.

If time would go back just for a moment....Many words should be left unsaid..Many words should had been used at time.

Moi feeling very down and depressed. Only wishes for a shoulder to cry on. Only wishes for a kiss on her forehead.

Moi doesn't know what to do. What should be done and where to go...

Moi just want someone to understand and love her once again.

Tears are trickling down like a loose pipe that aren't fixed well. Mind is confused with heart broken into pieces.

Moi really wishes she could time travel so that she would rectified all her mistakes and things would not be what it is today.

Moi only wishes that things would be better for good.

Moi is really sorry for what she had done. Moi just wanna go back!!

God please hear my prayer for I kneel to you this very moment for forgiveness and mercy. Moi is really really sorry and regretful.

Idiot Human

No matter how hard you try to be someone or do something...you are just you..Your never gonna be somebody else.

Doesnt mean you play hard to get someone to ur hands, you gonna get it. Who knows you might end up hurting yourself and losing your frens and getting nothing. Come on..pls believe in FATE. There is why the world have prophecy, fortune telling and palm reading. Whatever is yours then is yours. You really don't have to running after it. Why wanna make your life so damm tired?? Crazy fella..

Doesn't mean if you copy all Bill Gates works and hand in to your boss gonna get you any pay raise. Probably get fired cos your company gone bankcrupt for paying the fine of copyright!! Just do your best in what ever ability that God given you man..Wth are trying to do stealing someone else work?? If your so stupid that you need to copy everything everyone else do..then I suggest you go to Thames river or whatever sea that you can jump down and die. Waste of world resources!!

Seriously, people!! Can you guys just be yourself..Treat other people like treating yourself. Don't hurt them and they dun hurt you..

World Peace dudes and bitches...

Okay, I'm not trying to get emo or anything. But I think people around me are getting really shrewd..Some people are those I dunno know..some people are aqquaintances, some people are frens (not close frens..just frens and frens), some people are just idiot who I somehow know from dunno where else.

World Peace again for IDIOTSSSS!!