Designing Edinburgh

First part of the project which last for 6 weeks..just on site analysis..so not used to getting such long time for site analysis.

Back in Limkokwing, we only get like 1 or 2 weeks to "gau dim sai" the whole site analysis. So, its still kinda relax now. Chill everyday, no 24 working hours like limkokwing. I guess Limkokwing really trained us to be real tough. Coming here makes me appreciate my lecturers in Limkokwing more ( miss Rosalind- wee lick's n moon's mummy, Suzy, Alvin - always asking us to redo, sharonee- talk damm long, siva, structural lecturer-forget the name..but remember the face)

Here in RGU, lecturer are kinda gentle..not like in limkokwing, we get shoot with M16 right in ur face. that make us really good at defending our work. cos too used to wearing steel amour in limkokwing (but sometimes the lecturer's bullet too strong oso tak boleh guna)

At first at my earlier post, I was complaining about how our 'ang moh' group mate treat us. I mean maybe they din trust our ability as asian gua..but now..we had proved that we're so much better than what they thought of us, so most of dem treat us much more friendlier than last time. Not blaming dem, I guess I made my conclusion too fast bout them. But there are still some of dem who still thinks dey are so much superior den us and tries to make our life hell der. No doubt der is always bad ppl and good ppl.

Lian..trying to make TC boy looking like some playboy bunny..a not so sexy playboy bunny!! Everybody wanst to take photo with that model..few hours work of us all..


aiks...tomorrow is HALLOWEEN..and also our final presentation on analysis. hmm..hope everything goes well..For the first time in group presentation that I dun have to present. all the angmoh fighting to present. no chance for us..hiak hiak..

Starting to try to close 1 eye and open another eye..



Can't sleep..miss my family..

HU TING BDAY

Oh ya, I guess I should write alittle bout my flatmate. A guy from China, it was his bday today..So we thought of giving him surprise n it really did surprise him. Cos he never really celebrates his bday..kinda sad huh..but..hmmm...

Making bday wishes

cutting cake ceremony

So I guess we did him a really nice favour trying to help him not miss home so much..esp when ur so far away and alone from home...

Even me coming in the whole big jing gang , I still miss home...I wan to go back HOME!!

LILIAN BDAY

One of the ex staff of Royal China..when to a casino to celebrate her bday..what a great place to celebrate...haha..odd huh..but its fun..I mean..all asian..haha..

Santa's MTV

Missing home so much..

1.50 am here..browsing thru every single name on the msn list..looking for asawa's name..

Instead of asawa...i found my stupid idiotic boss who forget my blog address, and only remember yen n wen's ...WTH!!

He was trying to brag about his MTV on msn..So der, I'll make him regret that he forgot my blog address..disgrace him..



Always landed in some MTV n ads..Actually that was also how he ended his bachelorhood..

I dunno what the hell is he thinking...always landed himself in some ads..thinking he is so bloody handsome (Boon, I'm gonna make u regret for forgeting such important blog).

So old d stil dun wan to concentrate on working..always go do this ad, do that ad...proper job dun wan do properly..

Where got 26?27?28? years old "man" still act like small kid..fooling around with this kind of thing..aiii

Never plan ur future..totally unreliable..Lyndie, think twice, think trice.. hiak hiak hiak...

** Boss, you will never be more happier than this..Dedicated this dirt specially for you. How sweet am I..Best secretary ever!!

Asawa's bachata performance

This is another video of Asawa performing another bachata dance for Salsa Loco's anniversary..cute rite??

too bad..couldn't get a chance to see for myself..haha..The song that was used was the song that we always laugh at it. Cos it sounds like some prostitute song..dunno y, but its just sound so much like it. "Papaya Dance"

Hope you guys like it!! A cute little dance..

Depressed..

Since school started, I haven really been adapting to the working style in uni.

My groupmates are really racist..I feel really depressed and dunno what to do. All of us had did our best to coperate. We put our ego down. We no longer work the way we did in Limkokwing (In Limkokwing, we took charge, we get things going, though we're not the best student in class, but i belive we're all one of those who had put lot of effort in)

But right here in RGU, I had a hard time. We try to please our classmate. We listen to their advise, thinking that we might learn something from dem. But we end up being critisize, belittle and left aside.

Tell me what can I do to change this. Tell me what can I do to stop my tears from trickling down my cheeks.

The only comfort I find here in Aberdeen is not in my homework. Instead we found little simple hope to cheer us up in our simple home-cook dinner and our part time jobs.

Where can we seek for comfort when even lecturers do the same to us. Belittle us like we can never achieve the standard they had set in the school. Having inconsiderate and unappropriate perceptions of the design and technical standards we have.

Its unfair...Really unfair!! A disgrace to the society of tutoring and education. Aren't lecturers are suppose to be fair?? Aren't they suppose to grade you according to ur skills and not ur skin colours?

Right here typing furiously through my laptop, breaking every keys i type. Tears trickle while I wrote all these. I just want to push all these negative thoughts thats in my head.

I dun understand what is there to look down at?? Being asian means we're lower class??Being Malaysian means we do not achieve the same standard as u guys??I'm proud to be one Malaysian. I'm proud of my work..

Whoever that have been reading my blog,
I just wanna say, I really really sad. I regret coming to such a place where I thought I could get more knowledge. Learning from the people here.

No..I learned nothing here..NOTHING!!!

Mummy and Daddy, Asawa, I just wanna go home. Please let me do that. I suffer every single moment in class. Now I hate classes, I hate it!!